Me or my Life?

I want to move beyond ups and downs of life. The life like a live wire will continue to push me up and down, but somehow, by virtue of my will power I want to move out of its traps. Beyond joys and melancholy. Beyond its extreme circumstances. Let’s see how far I shall succeed. It’s not easy. Really it’s not easy. I am a rather soft soul. Can hardly bear the rough side of life. But I’ll try to be neutral towards life. And will always be looking at the brighter side of life. Oh rather I should say that I’ll be partial towards life and keep looking at the brighter side of it. Because life is precious. And I do not want to waste my life in crying over things. Ha life is much more precious than wasting it over such things. I will enjoy my life and every moment of life. Hmm it’s my challenge to my life! I’ll love to see who wins, me or my life. Cheers !

A Reason for Celebration – ‘The Moments of Life’

Okay we all know life is ‘One time opportunity’. Time once gone will never come back. Then why do we spend the precious moments of life in grudging over things on which we hardly have any control. Why do we seek reasons or excuses to celebrate a moment, a day or for that matter a specific occasion? This life is a precious gift given to us by the Almighty God. And we should make most out of it. Well according to me, we must celebrate Each and Every Moment of life. Instead of looking for an excuse to celebrate, we should make that very moment itself a “Reason” or an “Excuse” to celebrate. If we have been given this very moment, then it has to be appreciated and we must make the most out of it. Now the question is ‘How?’ We human beings are not standardized. We have our own moments of likes and dislikes, happiness and sadness, dreams and hopes, inspirations and expectations. And we have our own unique way to celebrate our own precious moments of life. Each and Every moment is precious as it is unrecoverable. Once gone it will never come again. And it’s up to us to decide how we want to spend our life, our own precious moments of life. Every one has ‘Problems’ and ‘Pleasures’ in one’s life. Now what makes us unique from others is our own decision to move towards ‘Problems’ or ‘Pleasures’. So, In spite of tons of problems and tensions in my life too, I have chosen to celebrate each and every Moment of my life. I will move towards “Pleasures’ to make the life more meaningful and beautiful for everyone around. What ‘P’ have you chosen, “Pleasure’ or ‘Problem”?

Hey come on tell me right away.

The real winner

Times will keep changing. Good times. Bad times. Not so good or bad times. And then there are times when we do not know what to call them. The real winner is the one who does not get trapped in this. One who can always be the same person through all phases of life. My problem is that, like any other ordinary normal human being, I do get affected by ‘times’. There is an art lying beneath this phenomenon. Something is static. That specific static substance, we need to find out. That lies within us only. The extreme phases of our life trap us within them. We need to break our souls free from them. The real winner is the one who remains the same through all ups and downs and ‘all times’. Not an easy task but there is no bar in trying. Trying to attain this goal. I am trying. And will keep trying.

What is it?

Was giving sometime to my own self now. Life has become a rat race. Hardly get time to devote to my own self or meditate or to reflect upon my real needs. Suddenly life has become so short. Time is running so fast. Things seem to be getting out of my hands. Emotions are puzzling me to the extent of madness. May be this is the time to forget everything else and introspect. Need to close my eyes to see what my inner self is seeking. What is it? The real ultimate aim. Where I want to go and what is it I am yearning to achieve in life. May be in the hustle and bustle of life, I am forgetting my real needs. Real needs of my inner self. Okay then I’ll move slowly on and find it out what is it I am really pining for.

Forbidden Tear

Can I come out?
I can’t hold myself in here
If you don’t want me to come out
Then don’t look at them
Don’t think of them
Your mystifying apathy
Will keep me here
And wait
Don’t let your eyes stir
Lest I should come out
And be lost into eternity
You don’t want me to come out
Then just hold me back
Within your heart, safe in your eye
Don’t blink, else
I’ll fall down
And be lost into eternity
I am…
I am your ‘Secret pain’
Your ‘Hidden fear’
Don’t let me part away
I am your ‘Forbidden Tear’.

My Heart is Racing on

I have become a part of a race. Now what name you would like to give to this race. Race of Life? Race of Success? Race of Dreams? Race of Desires? Race of umm whatever name you give it. But a Race is on. And my heart is racing on. Let me see where my race will lead me to. I hope that would be a much better place than what I have been living until now. I hope that would be a much better face of my life. Hopes are alwasy high. Race is always on. I am Hoping high and Racing on. Through ups and downs, through thick and thin, through good and bad, this race is on. This race is always on. This Race. My race, oh my heart is racing on.

I have awakened

I was in a long slumber. I got to wake up now. If not now then ‘Never’. I am shocked. I am perplexed. But the only good thing happened to me recently is that I have woken up. Now there will be no looking back. What all I can see is Reality, reality in its pure real self and not disillusioned reflections of my imagination. The shock was indeed deep. It was a sudden jolt to my inner motionless self. I was distracted. I was blind. But not any more. I did a mistake. And I am tormented. But the good thing about that is I have gotten a chance to recover from it. At least my mistake was not so grave that otherwise would have left me hopeless or dead. What if my mistake would have been so grave that there would be no second chance? As they say, intelligent people learn from other’s mistakes. But I am not one of such intelligent people for I learn only by my own mistakes and sometimes this is a heart wrecking process. But still there is a good thing happened about it and that good this is, it gave me a chance to recover. To be awaken. To undo my mistake. To learn and add on my experience. To be strong enough to face the real hard world. Ahh it took me so long to awaken. But the good thing again is that I have woken up. Woken up from my long slumber.