Thursday, November 19, 2009

Have a GOOD TIME

Oh how much I want to forget this world, and want to dedicate myself to the goals I have set before me. How much I want to remind myself that I have to look at the “Bull’s eye” only and forget everything else. Still there are so many residues in my head, inspite of trying real hard, I have not been able to clear them up. Everyday, I plan and re-plan, but can not follow it quite well. Have already missed two deadlines of some trivial assignments, some short-term goals, but it has started bothering me now. It seems time is running faster than I, and even though I have been trying my level best to catch up it’s pace, I find myself failing miserably. Still hope is there! Can see my deadlines vividly, but find it very difficult to accomplish them. Ah, there is something still clinging in my head, and I have not been strong enough to get rid of it. Even if my conscious mind swears to having understood the clear reality, my unconscious mind has not been able to break itself free from those disturbing shadows of unwanted truths. I am unable to find out an answer, how to remove those complicated residues from my unconscious mind. Sometimes, I feel, may be ‘yoga’ is the answer. As it relaxes our mind, body & soul and helps us in forgetting the complexities of life, but somehow I am not very sure of this Art too. The best thing would be to let this ‘TIME’ pass tranquilly and then gradually my unconscious mind will forget all the nagging doubts. Ah, but there lies the hitch - the ‘TIME’, TIME is running very fast and I have to match its pace! Alright, whatever I say, but the correct answer, still remains - the “TIME”. Time will make me a better person and there is nothing in this world, which can not be healed by Time. So, I guess I have found my answer. Let me have a GOOD TIME now!