For the year 2008..I wanted to maintain a diary..humm then suddenly this idea struck my mind..what if I use my blog as my diary...well the only danger was...diary can get really personal at times and this blog is an open book for the entire world..gosh..
So..hmm..I finally decided..the real personal secrets can rest deep in my heart..and for anything else..this blog is good enough..
Yeah..for the upcoming year..i want to make some resolutions, as usual...
The first one will be ..Improvement of Over All Personality...(That includes a lot of hidden secrets..lol)..
then..will start some Post Graduation Course...
May be a lot more..but when the whole list gets clear in my mind..then only i come back and put them right here..on my own..blog..:)
What say...:)..?
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
My Aim..Dreams..Career..
Well..the only thing which keeps me moving is my aim…dreams…career…ambitions..in life…
I am indeed a very ambitious girl..but at the same time very much grounded and rooted in my culture and values.
The one thing I hate most is…being poor..I cant live a poor life..but I cant stand a valueless… characterless rich life also.
Well as long as my ambitions ..my dreams are alive..my life will keep moving ahead..the day, I will give up..my life will end then and there !!!
On a good note that.. I will never give up…and one day will surely achieve what I have always dreamt of…I end this topic and wish…….Good Luck !!!!
I am indeed a very ambitious girl..but at the same time very much grounded and rooted in my culture and values.
The one thing I hate most is…being poor..I cant live a poor life..but I cant stand a valueless… characterless rich life also.
Well as long as my ambitions ..my dreams are alive..my life will keep moving ahead..the day, I will give up..my life will end then and there !!!
On a good note that.. I will never give up…and one day will surely achieve what I have always dreamt of…I end this topic and wish…….Good Luck !!!!
Friday, November 16, 2007
Feeling cool..!!
Okay today i wont put the title first..i will write first then let my lil mind decide what title should be put above...
Today, I am happy... (listening... Tum se hi...din hota hai..surmai sham .aati hai tum se hii...)..well its great..i have to achieve some goals in my life and i m so clear about them. No more burdensome baggage from the past. A new life with new hopes and aspirations. Oh God, I wish my life just get better from now onwards.
I have got a very sweet, innocent, pure, childlike heart..and always want to fill it with happiness, happiness which .... ohh..who is knocking at the door..hmmm not in a mood to cut this topic here..okay but i have to go ...
Never mind, I'll be back soon. so take care till then.
Today, I am happy... (listening... Tum se hi...din hota hai..surmai sham .aati hai tum se hii...)..well its great..i have to achieve some goals in my life and i m so clear about them. No more burdensome baggage from the past. A new life with new hopes and aspirations. Oh God, I wish my life just get better from now onwards.
I have got a very sweet, innocent, pure, childlike heart..and always want to fill it with happiness, happiness which .... ohh..who is knocking at the door..hmmm not in a mood to cut this topic here..okay but i have to go ...
Never mind, I'll be back soon. so take care till then.
Monday, November 12, 2007
A new day of life
Today I am more relaxed as if something very heavy has been released from my lil heart. I was scared of writing as I am only a beginner but now I really dont care for the criticism I would get or whatever from the readers. I am feeling nice and so the same is transforming in my writing.
At times, life seems as if it is out of control, it happens and the same was the situation with me yesterday. But today as if this new day has brought a lot of new aspirations for me and I am enjoying every moment of the present.
Life is short, time once gone will never come back. So I should make most of it and every moment should be felt like a golden moment of life. Yeah its true that at times life gets out of control, but the very moment you are back to normalcy, start enjoying each and every moment of your life. Oh is this called "Jiyo Jee Bhar Ke"?
hmm..seems so !!
At times, life seems as if it is out of control, it happens and the same was the situation with me yesterday. But today as if this new day has brought a lot of new aspirations for me and I am enjoying every moment of the present.
Life is short, time once gone will never come back. So I should make most of it and every moment should be felt like a golden moment of life. Yeah its true that at times life gets out of control, but the very moment you are back to normalcy, start enjoying each and every moment of your life. Oh is this called "Jiyo Jee Bhar Ke"?
hmm..seems so !!
Just like that..
Today something happened with me..it was not like a normal day for me anymore..actually i wanted to talk to someone but i guess it was never meant to be..but then why do i feel so bad even if it was on net only..why dont i get enough strength to move on ..i mean after all i live in this real hard world ..i need to learn live that way only otherwise i will die..well everyone has to die one day but i meant i will die soon..;)..silly gal i m...
I used to think as if i m the most strong gal but now i m realising that i was so wrong.. i m not strong emotionally..well i m not good in writing but i guess m good in clearing my mind to you..so this lil writing is just for the sake of talking to you..as i want to speak up today..i cant bare the subdued feeling within me anymore....this is a good way..and who says that only expert writers can only write here..i m new, beginner but i will write ..whatever will come in my mind i will write here..this is going to be my diary from now onwards....
I guess its enough for the day...or i will start making u feel bored..or have i stareted it already..;)..
I used to think as if i m the most strong gal but now i m realising that i was so wrong.. i m not strong emotionally..well i m not good in writing but i guess m good in clearing my mind to you..so this lil writing is just for the sake of talking to you..as i want to speak up today..i cant bare the subdued feeling within me anymore....this is a good way..and who says that only expert writers can only write here..i m new, beginner but i will write ..whatever will come in my mind i will write here..this is going to be my diary from now onwards....
I guess its enough for the day...or i will start making u feel bored..or have i stareted it already..;)..
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Happiest and Saddest Moments..
Okay now if I m asked to share my happiest and saddest experiences in life..den…
The happiest one: My school days were the happiest days of my life. So shall share with you a few out of those golden days. It was a few years back when I was in 9th standard. On 15th Aug, India’s Independence Day celebration was going on in my school. And I won 2 prizes and was feeling so nice to get 2 prizes instead of 1 only... obviously on academic ground . First one was for getting 1st rank in class and the second one was for some "Beautiful Writing Contest" or something like that. And my best friend ….she was so jealous of me..lol..but sill she was and is still my best friend. And once there was a cricket match going on in my school. The special thing about that was …..it was being played by girls team and I was participating it. May be that was my first cricket match ever played in the school and it was only an amusement match. And guess what I played so well that the whole school stood up in my admirations. Ohh ..cant explain you I was feeling like a Queen. Oh my gosh, my seniors, juniors and my class mates ..they were all looking at me as if they have found someone so special in me. You know the whole school would know me as a “brilliant student” only but what they did not know was my hidden talent in sports. Wow sounds great na…when you get so much admirations from all.
So those were some happy experiences which I feel ..will always remain special in my heart.
The Saddest One: There are so many saddest moments too in my life. But I just don’t remember them. May be life is too short to be sad and grieved for the ‘no so good’ moments in life. I believe in “Live life to the fullest”. So normally I tend to forget saddest moments in life. But still as I have to write something I would say that once I went for an interview and couldn’t make it. That was, may be, my first interview and thought I was talented enough to make it that day but because of my lack of self confidence. I lost the opportunity. And I felt like hell later on. To be very frank there are so many other sad moments too. But I really don’t believe in “sad” part of life. I am more optimistic and I look forward to the best in life. So I’ll end this topic here with that note.
The happiest one: My school days were the happiest days of my life. So shall share with you a few out of those golden days. It was a few years back when I was in 9th standard. On 15th Aug, India’s Independence Day celebration was going on in my school. And I won 2 prizes and was feeling so nice to get 2 prizes instead of 1 only... obviously on academic ground . First one was for getting 1st rank in class and the second one was for some "Beautiful Writing Contest" or something like that. And my best friend ….she was so jealous of me..lol..but sill she was and is still my best friend. And once there was a cricket match going on in my school. The special thing about that was …..it was being played by girls team and I was participating it. May be that was my first cricket match ever played in the school and it was only an amusement match. And guess what I played so well that the whole school stood up in my admirations. Ohh ..cant explain you I was feeling like a Queen. Oh my gosh, my seniors, juniors and my class mates ..they were all looking at me as if they have found someone so special in me. You know the whole school would know me as a “brilliant student” only but what they did not know was my hidden talent in sports. Wow sounds great na…when you get so much admirations from all.
So those were some happy experiences which I feel ..will always remain special in my heart.
The Saddest One: There are so many saddest moments too in my life. But I just don’t remember them. May be life is too short to be sad and grieved for the ‘no so good’ moments in life. I believe in “Live life to the fullest”. So normally I tend to forget saddest moments in life. But still as I have to write something I would say that once I went for an interview and couldn’t make it. That was, may be, my first interview and thought I was talented enough to make it that day but because of my lack of self confidence. I lost the opportunity. And I felt like hell later on. To be very frank there are so many other sad moments too. But I really don’t believe in “sad” part of life. I am more optimistic and I look forward to the best in life. So I’ll end this topic here with that note.
Thursday, August 23, 2007
For you (reader) - My first attempt in writing.
10.8.07 – 5:08 pm - I want to live in serenity, but I m forced to live in the concrete jungle.
20.8.07- 2:40 pm – Today I am getting excited ..you know why…because I am going to see a movie with my sister….‘Chak de Inida’…now what’s so exciting about that…..hun???...exciting…. well… this will be the first movie I will see in a Cinema Hall…..my first ever movie in a Cinema Hall.. doesn’t that sound exciting…. okay if not let me tell you that I have just celebrated my 23rd b’day on the 5th of Aug’ 07, that is in the very same month I am writing this blog. Notwithstanding with the age factor, won’t you get excited if you are going to see a movie out for the first time. Well no idea about you, but at this time I am indeed getting excited about my first venture in a Cinema Hall. Let’s see how this experience will be. Hope it’ll be good.
23.8.07- 1.24 pm – I wanted to wait for some more time to put my writings here for you, but as I am an impulsive creature, could not resist my self for any longer. So here you are. Well though there is hardly any possibility for getting some nice comments on this, but still would love to hear something form you. The fact that I don’t like to write much will always keep me away from you, but then there are moments, you just keep writing whatever comes in you mind, as if you are sitting by my side to hear all that. That feeling might fetch me here often. Let’s see.
20.8.07- 2:40 pm – Today I am getting excited ..you know why…because I am going to see a movie with my sister….‘Chak de Inida’…now what’s so exciting about that…..hun???...exciting…. well… this will be the first movie I will see in a Cinema Hall…..my first ever movie in a Cinema Hall.. doesn’t that sound exciting…. okay if not let me tell you that I have just celebrated my 23rd b’day on the 5th of Aug’ 07, that is in the very same month I am writing this blog. Notwithstanding with the age factor, won’t you get excited if you are going to see a movie out for the first time. Well no idea about you, but at this time I am indeed getting excited about my first venture in a Cinema Hall. Let’s see how this experience will be. Hope it’ll be good.
23.8.07- 1.24 pm – I wanted to wait for some more time to put my writings here for you, but as I am an impulsive creature, could not resist my self for any longer. So here you are. Well though there is hardly any possibility for getting some nice comments on this, but still would love to hear something form you. The fact that I don’t like to write much will always keep me away from you, but then there are moments, you just keep writing whatever comes in you mind, as if you are sitting by my side to hear all that. That feeling might fetch me here often. Let’s see.
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