Change for Good

How human disposition goes through radical changes sometimes. Perhaps one of the most intricate subjects is Human psychology. No one rule will apply in common. Okay today I have resolved to challenge my faculties to the maximum. I, being an easy going girl, tend to avoid challenging ways. I always choose the easiest, fastest, safest way possible. Such a disposition might get credit for its super safely approach, but it blocks many less trodden ventures which could turn into revolutionary phenomenon. But to take a first step towards the ventures which are fraught with numerous unimagined risks, needs a lot of guts with one focused approach. There is nothing in this world that is unattainable. You only have to accumulate your enormous human capacities and determination, and you can achieve anything you dream of. As the time goes by, we tend to change. Change is the only constant thing in cosmos. Change is good. Change is inevitable. Change is life :)

Reality or what?

It seems recent happenings have really influenced me deeply. Today, being in a rather composed self, have been able to come to this blog again after a long hiatus. It feels good to be back home. Yeah, this blog seems like a second home. Here I can pour out my heart freely. Because words keep flowing out and, my thoughts become clearer to me. A good way to reflect on one’s own recent past. Today though, a bit melancholy feeling is hovering somewhere back in my head, still I feel better to ponder over subtle issues which have been bothering me and for what I have not been able to find satisfying resolutions. A path, which is desired to be taken, goes out of sight suddenly and at that moment, I start feeling lost. Time passes away, a momentary jolt is felt and then, that desired path starts coming out of vague horizons again. Sometimes that feels like a mirage and the next moment, like an inescapable reality. Sometimes it becomes extremely difficult to perceive the difference between the two phenomenon. And I start feeling lost again. Here, I recollect a short story told by one of my friends, about a little butterfly, who when wakes up from her dreams, finds it difficult to perceive whether she was dreaming earlier or dreaming it now after waking up. Whether the reality is what we see or what we don’t see. Whether the reality is what we see during life or it is something we encounter after death. Oh it seems I have diverted the directions of my thoughts. Let me get back in the worldly sense again. Okay I have to clear two subjects on the coming Saturday, and then have to pass another important exam on 24th April, oh how can I forget to submit the project report to my college before the deadline, we are also planning to go on a shopping spree on Sunday, and did I forget to mention that I have to make a phone call to my best friend today…..my ‘things to do’ list seems endless. Is that what we refer to as ‘reality’ or it is something beyond our worldly senses? Well, I had better get back to work again before I start getting reminder calls. In the meantime, you all have a good time!