A drop in the ocean

Who I am, Why do I exist. What’s the significance of my existence. Just one girl. One another person among the zillions of living people on mother earth. Same views, same aspirations. Then, why do I think that all the things should happen as per my will. May be, again a very common human nature. Moments will keep changing our preferences. Today what seems of great value, tomorrow can be a dime a dozen. Human nature is fickle. No, may be, because there is nothing constant in the cosmos, that’s why we human are so fickle minded. But, may be only our behavior gets changed, but not the ‘Real self’. We remain our own self throughout our life. Only our preferences, life style, likes, dislikes, tastes keep changing, as we move through the journey called life. Oh why I was writing this passage, ...yeah because I was feeling very ordinary, common and insubstantial today. And as human nature is, just wanted to pour out my vague thoughts on the blog. It’s my diary, btw, that is open to all. I am happy being myself. But still, today I was feeling very ordinary, a drop in the ocean. Just a drop… in the wide ocean.

I am more experienced now

I am way too simple person. For I take things as they are being said or presented, when they are coming from a Friend. I mean how you can be skeptical when you are dealing with a friend. A Friend should behave like a friend. There can not be any third definition for a Friend. If a friend tells me something, then I would take the thing as it is. Either I would trust my friends or would not call them friends. But, now I have realized that, eyes can deceive. For the first time, I did not hear the sound advice of my Mind, and let myself get carried away by delusions. Because I was being fantasized by a Friend. Okay then, here comes the result – A Disastrous end of a Good Friendship.

Well for me, it was a good Friendship, which was the base for my trust, though I had never been fully convinced, but I did trust. I trusted because I was dealing with a Friend and I do trust my friends. Now either I call them my friends or I don’t trust them, as Friendship and Trust both go together.

Still, there is so much to learn from life. For sometime now, it seems as if my life is getting out of control. I have not been able to control things. Now, hopefully, things will be totally in control, as I have learnt the lesson. And every experience, good or bad, makes us a better person provided we take it positively. I, being the optimistic girl, take every thing positively. So, good news is that, now I am more experienced. Better luck next time!